Hello again,
Even though every single post I have made was true and somehow justified. It was written from a place of anger/pain/disappointment and probably sounded much more negative than it should. I have unnecessarily put too much pressure on myself resulting in a downward spiral of a very negative mindset.
Please once again, accept my apologies for my negative and harmful behaviour. You, GT Tricks (everyone involved) and especially you, Chris... You are much appreciated for your hard work and helping aspiring musician round the world.
I will try and continue helping along the way. We help each other out after all... this is how we grow and get better. I will start a new thread, if needed in the future though, as I want to put this thread with my negative vibe to rest.
Have a great week and thank you once again/